Two Years...

It's hard to believe that two years have gone by.  The more time that passes the more it sets in that you're no longer with us.  There is so much I wish I could have changed while growing up, especially during those last few years.  I wish you could have been these last two years to celebrate some of the big accomplishments in my life.  The real world is tough place and without my big brother it's tough to know what path is the right one.  It is hard to think that some of the biggest moments of my  life will happen without you in them.  Knowing you'll never be there to scare off any guys in my life or be by my side at my wedding when I know I've found the right one.  Knowing my children will never know their uncle or even have an uncle to spoil and protect them.  I wish life was different, and I know if will always be from here on out.  You were able to touch so many lives in the short time you were here.  I hope to only come close to all the person you were.  I hope you continue to look down and keep me protected as best as you can. I miss you more than you know.  Love you!